...Just My Cup Of Coffee...

By: Riana Ahmad

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Tuesday, 23-Oct-2007 03:56 Email | Share | Bookmark
Time for a BREAK...

LOST that loving feeling???

I've been at this writing thing since may 2004 (www.fotopages.com)... almost for 3 and half years...I'm going to take a break from this blog for a couple of months. Maybe come back in next year?? After today, I'm not sure I even want to continue weblogging...??haahaaa

I like blogs that are written with a personal style. Words on a screen have meaning and emotion. Even better when the person writing can freely express their feelings and not have to hide behind a "corporate" cover .

...This may be my last entry...

It has many really fun moments. But overall, I think I was trying to write a book that just wasn't ME! I think I've figured out how to fix it, but it would take a major re-write, which some day, I hope to get to. But overall, I've completely lost that lovin' feeling for this manuscript. I'm not even sure I had it from the beginning. It was more like a blind date that just wouldn't end. As for me ~ I'm going back to working on the pc and writing my essays and taking my photos. I do know damn fine writing when I read it and glorious photographs when I see them though.

I feel like I'm whinning, but it's so much easier to spill my guts to a computer than to an actual person. I don't have to worry about the reactions I will get, or about hurting their feelings. I've noticed that I've been making some of my friends jealous (one in particular) and it makes me feel horrible. I apologize for anyone who decides to read this. I just....I don't know, needed to get some things off my chest, even if it's not to a real person. I don't like to set myself up for disappointment..

Many more women than men start and maintain personal online journal postings known as Web logs, or blogs for short. Female bloggers of all ages say they provide a great means of self-expression and forum for social-policy discourse.

"Women are very articulate in their blogs," she adds. "They're in their best face, using their best words. In many cases, women don't get the chance to express themselves this way" in face-to-face relationships.

Does "happiness in life" sound like too ambitious a goal? Perhaps for some..I don't know, because I’m different now. And so, I'm open to something new...I just don’t have any expectations. That doesn't mean that I’m not a romantic, and it doesn't mean that I don't have things that I believe in, it's hard to not care!!

This is might be my last entry because of certain reasons....it may just be time to move on. I mean we all need to go our own ways and all that. I've finally decided... however I will never forget my little piece of masterpiece, a slice of my life, a portion of my experience, a sweet taste of my joys and the bitterness of my sadness. I will never forget this fotopages that has always been part of my experience that made up a portion of my wonderful years.... THANK YOU and GOODBYE

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